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In June, I had my surgery for my heart murmur. That really took alot out of me for a min. I mean any surgery missin with yo heart will lol But my eatin habbits are soo strange now. I hate chicken and chocolate now. Oh well. Im doin soo much better now. I glad I finally had it done. Just sad dat I didnt do it b4 my Grand ma ma passed back in May.
Lets see I went to Flordia enjoy myself but hated the heat. lol Forthose who been in here scannin through you've seen me talk bout my Auntie Anna who was sick with M.D. well she finally got her wishes and was sent home to Heaven on 9/11/05. I was so blessed to have been with her her last the 3 weeks. The fact that we knew it was only a matter of time made us very aware that if we had anythin to say do or etc. That now was the time. To watch her go into the hospital 2 days after been here with me @ my house sittin and lay with me and talkin right b4 she turned for the worst. Is somethin that i will always be grateful for. She came home after 2 weeks in the hospital we thought ok we goodnow she better but she knew she wasnt. she kept tellin us she was tired. Ready to go. So we made her as comfortable as we could makin sure she knew we loved her. She had us callin my cousin so that she could say she was sorry for bein mean to her when my cousin was lil. It was heart breakin listenin to her tellin my cousin things knowin why she was doin it cause she knew she was dyin. She could eat or drink anymore so We had to just sponge her mouth. so I was doin that 1 day and she was tellinme about her eyez bein matted. I asked her had her nurses watched her face or did they just patt it. She smile and said pat. lol So I got a warm rag and laid it only her eyez. whenI was done she just looked up @ me and mubbled thank you and I Love U Shan. I will always remember that cause she didnt have to thank me me shes my Auntie I did it gladly. Well im not goin to talk anymore about this right now cause it makin me cry so.I'll be bacl either lata or tomorrow. :P Oh yeah if theres any typos or misspelled word ... So da Fuck What!!! |
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